If I had known that the incident that happened was a beginning of a new era of continuous sin, maybe I would have kept the tears and applied the right kingdom principle. To say I wanted to see Dan again was a BLUNDER and sour substance to chew…NAH….NEVER…. It had not been easy settling scores with my teacher and friend (Holy Spirit). I had grieved Him so terribly.
I had hurt Him so much and I didn’t want to ever put Him through this again. I felt sick in my spirit .hmmm….. Oga Dan almost drained my battery with calls but thank God for my life. Maybe it was because of me (cases like mine) the school had to light up the school hostel from 7am till dawn, for this I was thankful. I had been thinking seriously. I knew quite well it was a mistake and I knew he was sorry, so I felt it was time to let go after all, was is not for this Christ taught (matt 6:12) about forgiveness??.Anyway, after much pleading, we got back to normal terms, with him promising it was never going to happen again. hmmm.. But doesn’t a forbidden fruit leave a sting of hunger in the wilderness crying out for more gullible souls….?
To say that I was the one who initiated the next kiss was a shame I still find it hard to admit I couldn’t explain this and to say that it become worst was an understatement. I couldn’t fathom what was wrong. The more I tried to stop the harder it became. I became so scared. Who could I talk to; I summoned the courage and told a friend of mine, he got really pissed. I could still remember his words clearly” a guy who sincerely love wouldn’t be messing with you, he would wait for you. This is not God’s plan for you he said “you don’t know Dan I said, he is a good guy and besides it not like we like what we are doing but I don’t know I said…well it still kept on occurring until something significant happened that changed Dan’s life…..hmmm.
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