As ever I had gone to study again (Night class) because exams were fast approaching. I had studied for about 5hours and was feeling stressed so I decided to go take a walk. As I got outside the class, to my astonishment I got a shocking sight! DAN!!!.. What are u doing here I asked “I have a test tomorrow so I came with my friends to study” he said. I was surprised because I knew Dan hated Night class. So we both took a walk to get something to eat, we chatted for a while until he suggested showing me around faculty. We took the stairs up and really the view was awesome. I had always loved nature myself, we then noticed something or should I say someone at the extreme end of the hall way …oh my!!!!! A boy and a girl….KISSING…Jeez!!!This was so annoying I thought as I looked away. How could a girl stoop so low doing this in public? If only common sense had told me to put an end to the sight, maybe it wouldn’t have ended the way it did….sighs.
As I tore my gaze away from them to settle on Dan, he was looking at me so intensely that my stomach began to rumble….WHAT??I asked why the stare? “God!!! You are so beautiful, your eyes, nose, lips. “No way, that was it, please let it end” I said. Before I could complete my statement, he cupped my face into his hands and I drew away. Don’t start overreacting please let go I said. For the first time in a long time I heard the most stupid question from him.. “pleaseeee, can I kiss you?” Jesus is this one ok I almost screamed. Because of what you just saw, the truth was that I didn’t even want to imagine it. I had never kissed before though I was nineteen and I wanted it to remain that way. Then he began to beg and something within me began to crumble, the walls that I had created I guess.
Please Efe, please just this once. I can’t say I gave my consent but either way it happened. The truth is it not all pleasure that gives joy. I felt the mighty sting and betrayal of death. WHAT!!!I could not fathom anything and my head was spinning. I just kissed him..My spirit was about to tear apart from my body, I could taste grief, the pain I had caused that guy inside of me. I felt used, terrible and above all sorry. I ran as fast as my leg could carry me downstairs.
God will never forgive me was all that was running through my mind, how much the devil enjoyed the taunt of condemning me, who could I tell, what will they think of me?? With tears I tried to read a paragraph from my book with no such luck. I was constantly checking and waiting for the time my hostel gate will be open and almost ran out when the hand of my clock hit 4:55am. I held it in as much as I could until I raced to the flyover in my hostel to burst out into a good cry I could not control and one I really needed.
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