Things had never been this better, Dan was changing gradually, people were commenting I could remember a day a friend of his said to him “Dan what happening, please whoever is doing this to you should better continue. I overheard the conversation and felt proud.
To make matter quite interesting, he had stopped flirting, and his female admirers were already getting the red card. He was now working in the gift of discernment….hmmm… It’s too good to be true right? Someone once said “good things don’t last” I don’t believe in such saying anyway but in this case, it proved right.
For if the portal of immortality is opened and measures aren’t taken to close it, it brings back seven greater powers to attack. At this point I hadn’t realized that my spiritual life was drastically declining. Though we had not had sex, but if it continued this way, sooner or later it was going to eventually happen. Oh!! I didn’t tell you all. I was the prayer cord leader of my fellowship and trust me the fire was fast quenching. I found it hard to connect in every meeting and to make matter worse; the Holy Spirit wasn’t even grieving anymore. HE was completely quiet. This bothered me even more. But this was just the beginning.
I was beginning to have doubt about our relationship, I just couldn’t pin point it but there was this lack of peace that I felt. I could remember the day I had to pray to know if I was walking towards the right path. I didn’t want to accept the answer so I prayed again and again. I could remember telling God in one of my prayers “Father, please let him just be the one, we are going to be good together, just bless our Union”. My spirit was constantly battling with my flesh and I had begun to fall sick. I was thinking and hardly concentrated in class. I was fast losing weight. My friends took note of this changes but I dismissed it as normal school stress. I could remember that day just like yesterday when I invited Dan for a program in my fellowship. I was bitter and feeling so condemned..Oh!!!. And for sure the devil was really having fun taunting. Before I had left for service that day, I told God I needed an answer if not, he was going to lose a soul. Well, fortunately for me, I was asked to lead the prayer…
#You can’t afford to miss episode 8 for your favorite meal.
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